Inspirational Moments

I think I just hit rock bottom. The guilt and regret of these past few months is almost unbearable. But for the first time, I want to change. Not I think I have to change, or because people think I should change, but because I want to. I'm sick of the damage I've been causing, on myself and those I care for most. I've put some potential friendships in jeopardy because of my actions. I could always continue to blame the people that have hurt me, for the way I am, yet I know truthfully, I only have myself to blame. This week I'm going to have to rid my life of certain people, and it's going to hurt like hell. But I need to do it. For once I need to put myself above what others want. It's the only way I can grow.