Change comes again

Today was hard. I don't do well with goodbyes. It's infuriating how I can care so much for someone who couldn't care less about me. He does an excellent job pretending he does but I see right through his charming performance. A secret came out today. Everyone will feel sorry for me and lose respect for him. It's ridiculous. Just because I'm young, it doesn't make me naive. I don't want to think about how much this situation is going to effect me in the future. I'm just thankful I got through it. Things should be better after today. I'm getting a fresh start.